..there are things which came in your life so unexpectedly, just caught you off guard. I always told him that he was an answer to my prayers. I always wanted to think that he is the man for me, yes, somehow. For me, he is a best friend, I am telling him everything, what I feel and what's on my mind. He knew me enough and he knows how much i love him. Lem is someone who cannot twist and turn, he's tough yet I heard him cry which makes him too tough. I love everything about him, he was real at everything. He is someone who makes me stupid, who always sees my imperfection but still accept it wholeheartedly. He taught me about life, the reality about it, 'cause we are really opposite. He is pragmatic and I am idealistic but then we used to deal with it. I hate him of being so reserved, he don't like me to read what's on his mind or to know what he really feel yet I am used to understand it.
There are times that he makes me feel like I was not existing in his life, but sometimes he do show me that i am important. I do feel that he love me in different way, in his own way.