something that i wish to have

he was a dream that i always wanted to be real..

but i guess,..we will remain like this..
hiding behind our shadows..
and now it is all over ,..
its just numb that nestled,..
everything was now in reality,.

mOve oN???silence is grieving

how hard is it to let go of someone you used to be with?
someone who makes you happy, sad and even mad..
someone who shares life and dreams with you..
someone who makes you smile, laugh and cry..
and the pain lingers as you think your not that someone
who belongs to him...its someone else..
and nothing you can do but just to deal with it..bitterly..

what's hard about moving on?
its when you wake- up..
he was the first person who comes on your mind..
then you realize he was gone in your life..
FOREVER..


teardrops falling and unstoppable..
you thought its okey,but its not..
silence is grieving..