"All i want is to see myself in his eyes.....to be the reason of his every smile....and to be the definition of his Love".
yes..what's wrong if i feel this way?
cause no matter what i do,..
no matter how i ignore this feeling...
no matter how i said to myself that he can't never be mine...
and no matter what he do..
even if it will make me glad or sad..
even if it will hurt me...
nothing had change..
the feeling goes strong..
and i don't know how it will fade away!!!!
he's the reason of my smile...no matter how sad i am..
he's the reason of my sadness no matter how happy i am..
maybe this is craziness...what can i do????
if i can just teach my heart...
if i can just change everything...
if i could just forget him in an instant..
i know i'm just invisible to him..
and i will never be the one for him...
that's the reality and all i can do is to live with it!!!!!!
