Monday, August 3, 2009

self cRisis ....

It is real that life will be beautiful if we stand with God . .


well, life is not that easy the way we want to imagine ..


the way i want it to be ..


yet it is our role to live ..and survive. ..

even how much hard it is ...

and even times we'v hurt . ..


i don't know ..


for now i don't know what i want ..


there's no clear within my vision . .yet i tried to see bec i don't want God to be dissappointed . .

for everything i do . .he is my guide . .


my peace of mind . .



i'm so sorry for my friends . .


i know they can't understand me . .the way i can't understand myself . .


i'm sorry if i hurt them without my knowledge of doing so . .


maybe. ..i just need space . . .to comprehend what i really feel . .


what's wrong???


what,s right ???


my life . .asking God . .



for my happiness . .



and contentment . .