I will praise you, Lord, with all my heart;
I will tell of all the marvelous thigs you have done.
I will be filled with joy because of you.
I will sing praisesto ou name, O Most High.
Psalm 9: 1-2
I've realized that as a human I am weak and I did such things that is more than of who I am.
Yes, I cry because I can't hold o to what I feel.
I fall inlove to someone that supposed should not be.
I lied to my family just to get what i want.
I had hurted my friends because I thought I am different from them.
I hated people around me for the eason that I felt they don't accept me.
I blame myself for all the pain, disappointments and heartaches.
I even get drunk and did foolish things that i never thought that i can do.
I am a person who committed with these mistakes and learned that life is a mixture of bitter- sweet memories. Someday, it will knock on you, and ask yourself "what is my happiness?..How and where i could find my happiness?". They say that happiness is about contentment on how you enjoy and love your life...yes, it is. More than anything else, I want to find my happiness with God. I was asking and reaching him to finally found myself, I want to know where should I be and what is my pupose in this journey. I want to ready myself if i was meant to commit myself to him and finally give my heart and soul to him.
For all the tears and pain that i had felt in my existence, I know it never change the sacrifice that he did fo me. God is always there to wipe my tears, help me to cope- up and teach me to fogive. If i offer my life to him, it will never be enough compare to the things that he had done for me.
I want to change and be a better peson despite of all the temptations, imperpections, weaknesss and mistakes. I want to be his servant who can share the words of wisdom to the people. I want to hear the voice of the world, uttering the good news of God, I wan to see the laughter ad smiles of the peole because he is the center of their life.
I want to find happiness through the path that God offers me to walk on.
God is the only man in my Life.
He is my First Love.
