Thursday, October 15, 2009

side A..siDe B...my blOod typE is AB!!!

Geez!!i am worst than ever...so what???haha
I am different that's why i hate people different from me..(so evil??hmm)

Sometimes i'm tired to be a goody- goody girl,..cause not all people deserve it from me..(my dark side..side B)


I HATE..... hmm, many to mention!!


what i really want to do??but i can't???because what??


i want to shout and say out- loud,..I hate you..then get- out of my sight!!


raise my eye- brow..then smirk..and say "SHUT- Up!!" 

just be quiet and dont't talk ever again..

grr!!it really sucks...i really hate "maarte"..it irritates me!!


(i prefer to be alone..making my life at peace...away from contamination)

I discover things by myself..alone!

pEople whom i thought would be there till last,..gone..alone!

(maybe that's why now i can't give my whole self to others..for the reason that i'm tired to care and love them cause at the end i will find myself alone!)

 

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

mEmOries of nObody



"sometimes you would rather not to meet someone whom you never want to leave you in unexpected time,..because it is hard to let go and forget the memories you shared before".- Rukia




         For this time around, Ichigo made me fall inlove with him again and again.. it was so sad because i haven't enough time to watch bleach,..because of observe thing. i can't see ichigo and i missed the episodes, i can't even watch in youtube for the fact that i have no time at all. I know this was so torture :(



But i had the chance to see him again in episode "memories of nobody"....with the girl Cena,..I really miss him so much ..his yellow- gold hair,.his expression,..his moves and his sanpaktu..(how i wish that he is real :)) I felt this familiar 'kilig' inside me..(so teenager,..haha), and maybe he's my debonair.(can i call him my "long- lost love?"..so crazy..hahah)



Anyway what i love about Bleach????? for me it is not just an anime series but there's something you can learn a lot from it..Friendship,..courage,..strenght and Love...It brought me to the world that i want and still inspire me. as i was dreaming that someday i will make a masterpiece like this, something maybe fantasy but can be real in anyone's mind..

"maybe in a seconds, it will gone but what's important is i can still hear her voice.."
- Ichigo